savemandy | College AU

I would be your angel if I could. It's what I always should have been.

Angels don't just protect. They also come down for vengeance and punishment.

You never did anything to deserve that kind of angel.

Shh, my angel. I deserve you. I'm yours forever now, aren't I? Until the skies burn.

Longer, I'd bet.

Spike doesn't know that pain is the strongest bond. Hush. Don't tell him. It's why we all need to hurt sometimes. Always each other.

I hate to say this but I'm actually with Spike on this one, Dru.

You shouldn't hurt the people you love.

If something always happens anyway, isn't it best to do it skillfully, so you do it well?

Love is pain.

I don't think it has to be.

Oh. Sweet Angel.

You will learn.

I think it's better for everyone if I just stay away from the love thing, actually.

But you can't. You are drawn to it. Your heart is lonely. I can tell.

I can handle a bit of loneliness.

You are strong and hard and forceful, but your heart is not. It is soft and already bleeding.

All things considered, that's only fair.

You are so sweet, my Angel. Hard outside and then just sweet and soft and irresistible. They all know. They think it when they see you. Only let the best ones taste.

And please don't hurt my Spike too much. He means well, but he doesn't think well. Or at all.

They?

It would be a lot easier to not hurt him if he stopped coming after me. Just saying.

Oh, all the girls. A lot of the boys. They see your centre and want to get to it. Break you open with their smiles and wiles and sweet words and bodies and then drink you all up.

He is jealous and concerned. He won't stop. Maybe when he stops caring about me.

Oh. Don't worry, I'll be careful.

Spike won't stop caring about you.

One day. He is so bright. It hurts my eyes sometimes.

I kind of know what you mean.

Don't tell him I said that.

I will leave before he can tire of me.

You are tired of me, but we are entangled and you can't ever get away entirely.

All I have for certain is chained to me with blood and pain and you tell me there is more to life and love?

Don't think like that, you'll just break his heart for no reason.

And then he'll probably blame me for it.

I will see.

I am going to see your boy with all the rules about heads.

Wes? Okay. Be gentle with him.

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